If Only...

Behold the world deep within, the

Craters of this wretched Earth,

Cries out with Pain, screams in Agony.

Oh Mother Earth why art thou Red?

The dripping Blood of your Kids, whose

Bleeding body lies above- Unmoved, Unclaimed!

Void of Life, sans Smile, they all look alike,

Men in war Immortalised eternally as its Victim.

If only, you had not fought

If only, You knew the hidden truth

If only, You had listened to your souls

Oh Young Brave men, thy bravery in vain,

The Blood you shed fills the Earth,

Turns my Mother Earth to a Shameful Red!

Haunting Memories...!! )))

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Written on 19 apr 2009 at 0215 hrs, after thinking about Neha

my First Love who I am sure is happy and enjoying her life,

somewhere, someplace with someone.

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It seems but yesterday, when we first made love

But those moments of Joy, come fresh in my mind

Remember the lawn, the tall green grass

And the huge bed in which we lay all day long

Your fingers played with my hair

And my hands stroked your lips

And the doorbell that would send shivers up my spine

Hoping against hope, I would pray -" Oh God Not her DAD "

Those sweet little 'Nakrayz' and even sweeter moans

"Oh God","Oh dear" - wonderful awesome it was.

But then you left me, you chose someone else,

you soon got married and now have kids

Oft, I wonder, how nice it would have been

You and me, together, forever !

well I have No Complaints, No Sorrow, No Grief,

But that which haunts me are those sweet memories

Those blue green eyes, those rosy lips,

That tiny fingers and ofcourse your voice

I dont know what it is - Maybe Infactuation

But I cant stop thinking, dreaming about us

For though they seem yesterday, they are fresh in my mind

Memories, sweet memories But all in vain !

God--- My saviour !!!

This feet of mine that walked through filth

Loved this world and its ways

And so it smelled with stench like rotten flesh

with sores and blisters and boils of sin

This very feet, O lord you have cleansed

Not with water but your sinless blood

And as I Pray this little prayer

you mend my ways, remove all thorns

That I may spread your message of love

So help me Lord, my saviour Prince

Help this sinner pay back his due.

NDA- My N D A

Life seems Void and meaningless - Dying
All alone by myself, in this wretched place
evrything around me seems artificial and haze
Ah.. Ah.. I fool'd You, I was Jus kiddin

Oh the lovely long Trishul road
Through which we enjoyed the food of Gole
And the huge hot cadet's mess,
Where we enjoyed the music very much

Memories both sweet & soar strikez me
when I remember the superb Sudan block
for how many time have we Rolled,
In front of it, Aha.. in front of it.

And next to it the Library- Vyas Library
A rest house for cadets who bunked classes
with books too little and too very old,
remains forever favourite for few.

Nda- My NDA- U know not how special you are to me
For though I hate every second I spend with you,
I long for you, all the more when not with you
For I was a boy, But AM A MAN, and I owe it ALL TO YOU..!!!!

Betrayal

Have you ever felt so low and lonely
When your heart longs for true love
Have you ever had the burden of guilt
Suppress you day in and day out.

Life seems void and meaningless
Relationships seem but big hokes
Friendship is no longer about emotions
And love has betrayed everything you believed in

When God himself turns deaf to you
Yet around you, Life goes on - Unchanged
You realise your insignificant existence
Death no longer remains a puzzle but freedom

Why remains the only question in your mind
It reverbrates in your blood, across veins
Why did she leave you ? Why did she betray ?
It is indeed a Million- Dollar question.

But the answer I guess,
Is not worth even a penny..!!!

A Night at Indian Military Academy

The Night was dark and lovely,
I could hear no noise, no sound
Life seemed to h've halted suddenly
As the deadly smog cover'd all bound

Behold the green grass of the ground
Shivers & trembles sans warmth
In silence they pray for the dawn so splendid
when the magnificent sun shall upon them shine

Its rays shall bring in a new life
A life with hope, A life sans death
And so they wait with faith
They wait in silence.

A long wait, A cold wait, just as mine
As I await my fate, I await my destiny !

Life

Life's a drama they say and
We merely actors, playin our roles,
I bet they were wrong, But they aren't
'Cos I am the greatest actor,I've ever seen
I smoke, I drink, I sin the 'sins'
And yet to my mom, I am her little "Kid" !